Selynna

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hello long hair. :)

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Today, I say goodbye to a dear friend of mine.

What I love about you.

You were always there for me when I was sad.
You helped me through my toughest moments.
When I had no one else to turn to, you were always there.
You took away all my stress.
You made me feel good inside.
You helped me make many friends.
You kept me company during long walks and breaks.
You gave me an escape.

What I hate about you.

I wasted so much money on you.
You make me sick.
I have permanent damage because of you.
Our actions are unhealthy.
I have a scar because of you.
I'm constantly tired.
I fought with someone I love because of you.
I always smell like you.
I hate the stigma you bring along when we're friends.
I hurt the person I love because I loved you more.
I hate how much I love you.

Today I saw you for the last time. We will never meet again. Part of me is sad to let you go but let's face it. You're not my number one anymore. You shouldn't have ever been my number one. I wouldn't give you up for the world but now I found something better than the world. And your time is up.

Goodbye forever I.M.

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Baybeats 2011 Day 1 with Hidhir, Imah, Syafiq, Ella, Louisse, Rusyaidee and Mariana.

All in all it was super fun moshing with my friends :D My vans are super dirty now and my knuckles are sorta aching but who cares right? I can't wait for Day 3 and I'll remember to bring my camera this time. Hate going out without my camera. Gosh!

Saw so many familiar faces at the powerhouse yesterday. It's funny how I can actually recognize some of my facebook friends and they can also recognize me. It's a nice feeling hehe. :)

Won't be going for Day 2, but I'll see you guys at Day 3! Come say hi if you see me :D

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A smile that hides what you're feeling inside.

But sometimes, you still can't help but to be sad. Sometimes I hear things that I wish I didn't really have to. Things you don't want to talk about but is always being spoken to you.

You keep quiet in hopes that you can handle every word being thrown to you. But sometimes it's all too much and you feel your lungs collapse. It's like falling down on a healing wound. Nothing else happens except that you bleed again and it'll take longer to heal.

When you love someone, you love them for everything that they are - both the good and bad. You live in their past, present and future. A part of you lives in them and you go through everything that they do. And the most important part is, you do it willingly. That's when you know you really love someone.

Sometimes I love you too much. So much that I put all my anger/sadness aside the minute I hear that you're in trouble or you're upset. I would smile at my darkest hour just to make sure you have someone to lean on. Things like this, you do for someone you love.

Love is just a four letter word but as much as it hurts, it's the best feeling ever on earth. It gives you every reason to want to wake up the next morning feeling... Loved.

Never let me go for you are the reason I'm still alive and breathing.

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PARENTS NEED TO UNDERSTAND:

- Sometimes we lose our things
- We try hard in school just to make them happy
- Comparing us to other kids hurt
- Their sarcasm can hurt
- Beating or yelling at your kids won’t do any good
- We’ll all have a girlfriend or boyfriend at one point of our live but doesn’t mean we’ve lost interest in school
- Our rooms get messy

via tumblr

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Ah, some privacy again.

Have been out of the world of blogging for a long time. I miss it, that's exactly why I'm back. I took time to revive my tumblr so go check it out!

I thought life could be better, but I was wrong. Life can't get any better than this at this moment.

Here are like the significant things in my life right now.